Song Im In Love With Now "I Stay In Love With You" By Mariah Carey

Oh baby Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I can't stand it

Make or break up

Can't take this madness

We don't even really know why

All I know is baby I try and try so hard

To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me at this point

Then I highly doubt you ever will

I really need you to give me

That unconditional love I used to feel

It's no mistaking

We're just erasing

From our hearts and minds

And I know we said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

Cause there ain't nothing

That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you now

No matter what I do

But baby, baby I stay in love with you

Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep

It hurts down to my soul

My friends tell me I ain't the same no more

We still need each other

When we stumble and fall

How we gon' act

Like what we had

Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is

Ride shotgun next to you

With the top down like we used to

Hit the block

Proud in the SUV

We both know our heart is breaking

Can we learn from our mistakes

I can't last one moment alone

Now go I know

We said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

Cause there ain't nothing

That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you

Now no matter what I do Baby, baby I stay in love with you

We said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

Cause there ain't nothing

That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you

Now no matter what I do But baby, baby I stay in love with you I stay in love

Love Oh, I stay in love.

A Movie I Wanna Watch! "4Bia"

[THAI] U 1hr 55mins, SRD, Drama / Comedy / HorrorManeerat Kham-uan, Apinya Sakuljaroensuk, Chermarn Boonyasak, Nuttapong ChatpongDirected by: Parween Purijitpanya, Yongyoot Thongkontoon.

The movie comprises of four different stories of four different lives, directed by four directors.

The first story tells a tale about 'Happiness' where a lonely girl finds companionship with a guy that she knows through phone text.

The second story 'Tit for Tat' depicts the anecdote of a young artiste who is out to make a good-looking portfolio instead of a good movie.

'In The Middle' is more towards a parody of Hollywood movies with bits of humour and lastly, 'Last Fright' is a melodramatic story about a widow and her foe.

My Confession

I have a confession to make. One that concerns you. I've been hiding something from you. Something that I've kept so long. Too long that it is worth nothing now.

I concealed it somewhere. Somewhere so deep. That when I tried to claw it out before. I only made it sink two more feet.

This thing I hid from you. You never realized it was there. This fragile thing you see. Had always been sitting here.

I finally dug it out. I cleansed it as much as I could. I even fixed its' faults. And made it welcoming too.

I doubt it matters that I have it. I have more doubts that you remember. How foolish was I to think you'd look for it. Despite that fact you've never acknowledge it.

I'll let you guess what it is. Something you promised me before. Something you gave me. And stole it right back. Before I had the chance to give you yours.

Can you guess what I went through. To bring it back to you. To bring this little thing. That I've kept hidden from you.

It needs some repairs. I've dropped it along the way. It may have some jagged edges. But I still carried them anyways.

These dirtied nails that clawed my way through. These stains on my clothes are proof I meant it for you. These tiny fragments you see cut inside are only the small things I've sacrificed.

This is my confession. Are you aware of its cry. The faintest sound from you makes it race for the finish line. Please accept my benevolence gift. Before I it becomes a sorrowful goodbye.

One Moment With You

You're the only reason I keep living each day.

You're the only one who helps me find my way.

Sometimes I don't know what I would do without you by my side.

Sometimes I think I might have just laid down and died.

But then I look and I see your smiling face.

But that joy only comes and for a moment, takes my sorrows place.

August 18th - Happy Birthday Pauda!

Happy Birthday Pauda, Mohammad Bin Hj Tuah

(Mom's brother)

Semoga Panjang Umur dan DiMurahkan Rezeki Selalu. Amin.

From Family of Baitul Ajwa

xoxo

August 21st - Mini Birthday Celebration for Nephew Wall-e!

Happy 5tth Birthday Wall-e!

It was a last minute celebration. Wall-e iski sangat sudah wanna have his birthday cake tadi, so my Abang went for a last minute shopping.

We had kolo mee, BBQ chicken and bread butter pudding. Some cakes too. Was a simple one. Will make another one soon.

I didnt take much pictures tadi. Was too tired. Plus the lighting nda lawa. So malas jadinya. Hehehe.

Once again, Happy 5th Birthday Wall-e!

Love Love Love!

..xoxo..

August 19th - They Love Me, Dont YOU? (= *sweet*

Sometimes things don't work out exactly like we plan

Sometimes you have to take what is in your own two hands

Sometimes people expect too much and feel the end is near

Sometimes people want to go and this is what I fear:

I fear you will go away and leave me all alone

I fear that you will leave me here with no one to call my own

Then again I must remember its not all about me

Other times I must remember:

"Its the Way its meant to be"

For now and future times, you can't always be here

You can't always be by my side

So now you know how I feel I need to know how you feel for me

But then again I must remember:

"ITS THE WAY ITS MEANT TO BE"

August 21st - Happy 5th Birthday Wall-e!

Happy 5th Birthday Wall-e!!

Love Love Love!

BBQ Time.. Yeehaa!

Wali LAWA kan?

And he'll say "A-ha"

So cute!
Ngangah LOVES Wall-e so much!!

..xoxo..

August 19th - Birthday Celebrants!

Happy 31st Birthday

Abang Md Alias Bin Hj Aji

19th August 2008

&

Happy 21st Birthday

Cousin Hjh Nurul Aqilah Bte Hj Metassan

19th August 2008

Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki selalu.

Amin

xoxo

The Female Brain, Explained By Laura Schaefer

Wouldn't it be a relief to finally understand what is happening behind her pretty eyes? Why is it, for example, that the woman in your life is serene one moment, apocalyptic the next? How can she remember details about your life you don't even recall? And what's with her taking everything so personally? Chalk it up to female brain chemistry. Here's how to tailor your courtship to her cortex, hippocampus, etc.

Pay attention to the little things

She'll see shades of meaning in small gestures, because significant regions of the cortex — the outer layer of a brain that conducts much of its high-level computing — are thicker in the ladies. Therefore, an off-hand comment like, "I'd rather watch the game" might say more than you meant it to. Likewise, a small act of kindness (from a kiss on the cheek to simply calling ahead to make reservations) will blow her away because she'll consider both the gesture and the thoughtfulness behind the gesture.

To keep up with her memory, take notes

It's a scientific fact: Women remember everything. The hippocampus takes up a larger percent of the female brain than the male brain, which is good to know because it's where memories are formed. So while you remember, maybe, the day you met, she's recorded your first flirtation, first phone call, first date, first kiss, etc. Bottom line? There's a reason the PDA and the Google calendar were invented: Use these electronic tools to keep up with her mighty hippocampus.

Follow her calm lead versus instigating bar fights

She's much better at reining in her aggressive impulses than you are. Doctors at the University of Pennsylvania measured the size of the orbitofrontal cortex, an area of the brain involved in regulating emotions. They then compared it with the size of the amygdala, which creates emotional reactions to events. They discovered that female brains have a much larger orbitofrontal-to-amygdala ratio (OAR) than male brains do. That suggests women are better than guys at responding calmly to rudeness or aggression. "The orbitofrontal cortex (OFC) is the main ‘modulator' of amygdala action," explains researcher Ruben Gur. "So if you are at a party and someone insults you, the amygdala, which is a very primitive and old structure in human brains, will be yelling ‘Kill the guy!' The OFC is the part of the brain that will say: ‘Consider the context; there are people around.'" Thus, if you want to impress her, quiet your own amygdala and behave as gracefully as she does.

Write her a poem or at least a cute email

"Women excel in something called verbal fluency, or being able to come up with appropriate words, given cues," says Dr. Larry Cahill of the University of California at Irvine. In general, women's brains are wired to be more language-centric than men's. Researchers at McMaster University found that female brains have a greater density of neurons in parts of the temporal lobe cortex, which is the area of the brain associated with language processing and comprehension. This could help explain why women often know the right thing to say, send great cards and love notes, and choose words with such care. In wooing a love interest, it wouldn't hurt to get the help of a trusted female friend. She'll know just what to say.

Be her serotonin

Women's brains produce significantly less serotonin — the brain chemical that helps make us happy — than male brains do. So if she has a tough day at work, treat to her to a transfusion: Try a pep talk, soothing back rub or long hug.