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Monday, August 11, 2008

My Life - Between The Two Of Us - Dedicated To Allahyarham Ak. Amirul Hisham )'= *Al-Fatihah*

Storyline: 10th May 2003 (The night we met online, on his birthday)

We met online back in May

You said you loved me and I loved you

And everyday the feeling grew

Between the two of us.

Storyline: Few days before his death

And at times when you were scared

And all so sad

You said my love for you

Made you all so glad

And love was sometimes all we had

Between the two of us.

Storyline: A month after...

The month of June came

And all of May went

The love I was missing

Was soon replaced by the time we spent

And we made the most of each day spent

Between the two of us.

Storyline: My days when he was gone )'=

Now there’s not a day

When you don’t cross my mind

And my love for you

Only grows stronger with time

You left this old world

With so little time

Between the two of us.

Storyline: I will.... )'=

And now someday soon

I’ll brave a cold graveyard rain

As I place a rose upon your name

Knowing this is the most that’s ever came

Between the two of us.

Storyline: And currently... )'=

And oh - how I miss you all so much

Your pretty smile and your gentle touch

And the pleasure of just knowing

We had so much love

Between the two of us.

I'm Missing You

Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell?
Why can't I write when I have so much in mind?
Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart?
Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air?

Too many words left unspoken
Too many things left undone
Why can't it be and why can't I?
For all I know this pain deep inside
Took the gladness from my heart.


Is this the pain of missing you?
Is this the reason behind it all?

Hear the agony of my heart
Longing for you and for your touch
Feeling your lips, feeling your face
Missing your kisses and warm embrace.

When will the waiting ever be over?
For as long as were apart I can never be whole
Oh! My Dearest Love
I just want you to know
That my heart is aching because
"I'M MISSING YOU!"

I Miss You Though I Have You Here Beside Me

I miss you though I have you here beside me. Blood can flow before the wound appears. Imagination, painful now, will guide me through the coming hard and lonely years. I find it hard to face our separation. Feeling in advance the wrenching pain, imagining the years of desolation until we are together once again. Yet that same imaginary power will bring to us beforehand all the joy that, dreamed of in some isolated hour, our sad and lonely weariness will buoy. Thus though I suffer more while you are near, I'll suffer less when you're no longer here.

Love Story "The Missing Rib"

A girl in love asked her boyfriend.

Girl: Tell me. Who do you love most in this world?

Boy: You, of course!


Girl: In your heart, what am I to you?

Boy: The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said, "You are my rib. It was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep, God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life, you'll no longer feel the lingering ache in your heart."


After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.

However, the youthful couple began to drift apart due to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems, their life became mundane.

All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other. The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.
One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house. At the opposite side of the road, she shouted,
"You don't love me!"


The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse, retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"

Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a long while. He regretted what he said but words spoken are like thrown away water, you can never take it back. With tears, she went home to pack her things and was determined in breaking-up.

Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go." She continued, "It is less painful this way. Let us go on our separate ways and search for our own partners."


Five years went by..


He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly. She had left the country and back. She had married a foreigner and divorced. He felt anguished that she never waited for him.


In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette and felt the lingering ache in his heart. He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.

One day, they finally met. At the airport, a place where there were many reunions and good byes. He was going away on a business trip. She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them. She smiled at him gently.

Boy: How are you?


Girl: I'm fine. How about you? Have you found your missing rib?

Boy: No.


Girl: I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.

Boy: I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back. You know my number.



Nothing has changed.

With a smile, she turned around and waved good bye.


One week later, he heard of her death. She had perished in New York, in the event that shocked the world.

Midnight, once again, he lit his cigarette. And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart. He finally knew. She was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken.


Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury. Most often than not, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental. We vent our frustrations 99% at our loved ones. And even though we know that we ought to "think twice and act wisely", it's often easier said than done.



Things happen each day, many of which are beyond our control. Let us treasure every moment and everyone in our lives.

Tomorrow may never come. Give and accept what you have today.

Love Story "Let Me Love You"

Once upon a time, there was once a guy who was very much in love with this girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of papercranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small executive in his company, his future doesn't seemed too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she cannot visualise any future for the both of them, so let's go their own ways there and then... heartbroken, the guy agreed.

When he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of himself. Finally with all these hardwork and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his own company.


"You never fail until you stop trying." he always told himself. "I must make it in life!"


One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realise those were his ex-girlfriend's parents. With a heart in getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He had made it in life!


Before the guy can realise, the couple was walking towards a cemetary, and he got out of his car and followed them ad he saw his ex-girlfriend, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone and he saw his precious papercranes in a bottle placed beside her tomb. Her parents saw him. He walked over and asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was stricken ill with cancer. In her heart, she had believed that he will make it someday, but she did not want her illness to be his obstacle, therefore she had chosen to leave him.


She had wanted her parents to put his papercranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again he can take some of those back with him. The guy just wept. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them and will never see them again."


A tragic story that perhaps happens only in the movies. At the end of the day, money is money but love is divine. In our quest for our material wealth, take time to make time for our loved ones. There will be a time when we have only memories to cling to.


Take this to show our "love" to all that are close to us.

August 10th - Happy 1st Birthday to Lil Cuz Md Najwan Hakimin Bin Misle